March 26, 1954 Vieques, P.R. My Dearest Wanda, I am really in a blue mood tonite, thought I'd get a letter started before the mail come in. I know I'll hear from you. We didn't do much today, just worked in the tank park. I lost my 2nd tank commander for sure today - he's on his way back to the states. He was the one who took a spill the other day. He could be working like mad one minute, then the next he would be crazy as a loon and pass out. This morning he looked kinda crazy and didn't recognize anyone. I ask him what today (date) was. He said I was born Oct 25, 1932 - figure it out. I sent him to the Doctor again - he's really had the course. I hate it too, as he's a good boy. You know we got to talking about going overseas today. Wiggins got all shook up. I can't see doing that Wanda.I look at it like this. When I signed up I was asking for it, we both realize that. You know as well as I do, I've got to go sometime so there's no use crying about it. I'll be going this summer Wanda, so we may as well get used to it. I'll be gone 14 months - sounds like a long time, in a way it is, but then again it isn't. Wanda now is the best time to go if I have to. You will have the baby to love and you'll have me forever. OK you're thinking I'll be missing out on the best part of its life. I won't, as I'll be back when he is about 16 months old - just when he starts recognizing things and starts talking. Wanda I love you - I don't want to ever have to leave you, but as long as we cam love the other as we have in the past I'd be willing to do anything for you. We were also talking about the MC and civilian life and what security you have. Wiggins says he's getting out after this hitch - I think he's crazy. The only thing wrong with this outfit is I'll be away from you some. Otherwise, it's OK. If anything should happen to me, you and the baby are taken care of. There's not many civilians that have [$]10,000 insurance and widows benefits. That is one think I hope you never collect on. I don't believe I could ever forget you. You know I've often wondered whether I would marry again if anything happened to you. I don't believe I would Wanda, you are a perfect mate, and no one could ever satisfy me like you have. I just love you to much Wanda, but that's the only way I want it to be. If anything should happen to me, I want you to burn everything that has anything to do with me - you'll be a lot better off if you do that. Honey I'd better just shut up as I'm in no mood to be writing. Wanda, just a few more days and I'll be with you again, that is all I am living for. Always remember Darling I love you more than possible and I need you. Goodnite baby. Yours Forever, Dave P.S. Bet I'll be with you by the 25th! Brad Tesh - transcribed 2005-01-13